I think sometimes God leads us into a dry season because He needs to deal with something in us. He’s got to unearth some things we’ve allowed to take up residence in our hearts and dethrone Him so that He can prepare us for what lies ahead.
In Exodus, 16 we’re told about a time when the Israelite’s were journeying toward the land they were promised and they came to a place called the “desert or wilderness of Sin”. They’ve been traveling for a while now, they are 15 days into the second month of this trip and the thrill is gone, they’ve become discontent.
What they prayed for became what they prayed for relief from
What they had prayed for in slavery is the very thing they are complaining about. They thought this was going to be easy- I mean they left Egypt with their arms filled with the riches of that nation, they left singing and dancing about how great God was, they watched the Red Sea pull back and stand at attention so they could pass through on dry land, they watched those same waters swallow their pursuers surely they were we’re going to hitch a ride in the fast lane. But that’s not what happened, it’s the fifteenth day into the second month of traveling and they want to be done. The “are we there yet?” stage has hit, their feet hurt, they were tired, they were hungry and the bible says that they rebelled against Moses.
What had started out as a great thing, has become detestable. They left Egypt arrayed for battle (Exodus 13:17-18) but instead of fighting they found themselves off-roading through the desert. What they wanted, didn’t turn out like they thought it would and so they began to complain. You see we want to follow God, we want to be where He called us, but we don’t always want to walk the path to that place.
It would have been better if we never left
The people said “It would have been better if we had died in Egypt by the Lord’s hand, at least back there we had food to eat (Exodus 16:3), we were full back there- sure we lived in captivity but we were comfortable. But you have brought us out here in the wilderness to kill us”.
Sometimes where God leads us is uncomfortable, it hurts, its not fun and we start to wonder, we start to doubt His plan- we know He has them, plans to prosper us and give us hope and a future (Jerimiah 29:11) but it feels like that “not to harm” part is missing. That seed starts to grow, and we grow discontent and what started out as dissatisfaction has blossomed into rebellion.
Anytime we rely on our perspective and our feelings to guide us and become our focus we are in trouble. The Israelites didn’t know that God brought them this way because they weren’t strong enough to face what was the other way, so as hard as the desert was what lay the other way was worse. When we allow our feelings to kick the Lord out of His rightful place and start relying on what we can see we forget that He sees the whole picture, we can only see a little itty bitty slice. He knew what would happen if He led us through the land of the Philistines and He knew we weren’t prepared for that and maybe God wanted to deal with some of the things that would come to the surface in their hearts as they walked through the wasteland.
The hiking trip I thought was going to be easier
Last year my dad and I went on a hiking trip we started out at one waterfall, and then decided to hit another one while we were in the area. It was absolutely gorgeous, but what seems like a pretty easy hike going down can be much harder when it’s time to turn around.
This particular waterfall was at the foot of this really steep hill, the only way to get down to it is down these really rough flights of stairs that zigzag down the side of the hill. We made it down with no problem, but when it was time to head back to the car what had started out exciting turned into something to dread and we found ourselves climbing a ridiculous amount of stairs. Every time we thought we’d reached the top we’d look up to find another set before us. About halfway up I was ready to quit, my legs felt like jello, my feet hurt, I was tired, my water bottle was empty and I wasn’t having fun anymore. See what started out easy when we were driving turned out to be much harder than I thought it was going to be.
Following God into places we thought would be easier
How many of us have followed God into some places and found that it was harder than we thought it was going to be? The new job requires more than you thought it would, that relationship doesn’t look like what you thought it would going in, loving broken kids is harder than you thought it was going to be, that dream you dreamed for so long has finally come to life but it’s harder than you thought it would be in the dreaming stage and you just want to quit.
Maybe you find yourself asking “why did you let me come here? Why did you lead me to this when you knew it was going to feel like this?” Our legs ache, our feet have blisters but our destination is nowhere in sight and so we find ourselves saying “Why did you bring me here- why didn’t you leave me in bondage back there? Why didn’t you just kill me back there- at least I was comfortable?” and we try to run from the very thing that God is using to teach us.
Maybe God brings us out into the wasteland so that when that voice of doubt begins to speak in our hearts when our faith begins to waver beneath the heat He can deal with the root. He has to deal with the weak places in us so that when we do face the battle we don’t just look ready on the outside, but we are prepared on the inside to stand strong in faith.
Perhaps the purpose of the wasteland seasons, are so that when the storm does come we can look down at the calluses we’ve earned and remember all of the times we started to doubt and He still came through, all of the times we wanted to quit and He provided for us, of all the times we wanted to go back because it was easier living in bondage than living free and God saw us through.