When The Answer Doesn’t Look Like I Thought It Would.
As the Lord led the Israelites out of Egypt in Exodus 13 the bible explains why He led them through the desert. Despite the fact that they left arrayed for battle they were not prepared to face the battles which lay ahead so God takes them the long way around.
They’ve crossed the Red Sea, they’ve witnessed the Lord’s provision. They’re learning to step in tandem with God- but they are still complaining and falling back into that old way of thinking, of asking God why He brought them out into the wilderness to kill them so when we reach Exodus 17 we are taken by surprise with what we read.
At the beginning of this chapter, the Israelites are echoing the same complaints, the same worries from the last time things got a little uncomfortable. They’ve seen over and over again that the Lord will provide, and yet they still doubt.
We find the people in the midst of another tantrum session, whining and worrying that He won’t come through with the water they need. Sure, He came through last time, but what about this time seems to be a theme throughout this forty-year trek of the bible.
As we continue to read [spoiler He came through] we find that the Israelites now face the very thing they went off-roading to avoid, battle. I am going, to be honest, I have to wonder what makes them any more prepared? They’re still doubting, still messing up, still questioning God’s grace, surely it would be better to go around.
What makes them qualified to face battle now, that they didn’t have at the beginning of this trip? I didn’t read about any boot camp or basic training – in fact, Moses was just asking the people why they were putting their God to the test, these people sound anything but battle ready. So what changed? Was it maybe the blisters?
The calluses that reminded them of every time they thought they were lost, every time they thought this was the end, every time there was no way out- and He came through. Maybe the provision they had witnessed every step of this journey, from the moment they were set free to this patch of sand.
The provision they’d held in their own hands and seen with their own eyes. Perhaps they needed the lessons they’d learned on the way to this spot to prepare them for this fight. To compound that the answer doesn’t always look like we thought it would. They needed some experience under their belts so they’d be ready for battle – there’s no water but He’s our Provider. There’s no food, but He’s my Life Giver. It’s not what I expected, it’s not as easy as I thought it was going to be, but He is my Sustainer.
They’ve come as far as they can, and now they’ve got to deal with some things- in their case, it’s the Amalekites, it’s a physical army, it’s something they can see. But I bet there are some of us who need to deal with some things too, maybe it’s not something we physically need to attack but maybe it’s something emotionally or spiritually. Maybe it’s been ravaging your family for generations and here is where it needs to be laid to rest. Here is where the battle needs to be waged because we can’t go forward, we can’t move into our promised lands until we fight this battle. But we’ve been running, we’ve got the armor, we’ve seen His provision but we doubt our ability to win the battle.
We’re afraid that it will be too hard to beat, and deep down you know He is with you, but all you can see is the enemy. All you can see is the issue, the thing that needs to be vanquished and it feels so big. We know God’s right there with us, we know He has lead us to this place – you’ve seen the pillar of cloud and the pillar of fire – but you still can’t see the way out.
Maybe that’s the whole lesson of the dry season, to compound in our memory that He will always make a way. No matter how dark it gets, no matter how big it looks, or painful it feels He will always make a way. We may not understand it, it may not make sense, it may not look like we thought it would but He will always come through.
I can’t help but wonder what Joshua was thinking as Moses tells him to take some men and go out to fight while he stands on a hill holding a staff in the air. Hold on let me get this straight, I’m going into battle while you stand on that hill holding a stick above your head… right. That’s showing them, Moses, I think you’ve been in the sun a little too long. The desert is getting to you.
Moses doesn’t tell Joshua what the result will be, he also doesn’t explain why he is going to do this, he just tells Joshua to go. The bible doesn’t record a response, only that the next morning he goes out with the men he selected to fight. He doesn’t have the whole picture, but he goes anyway. Moses heads up to the hill, and it still doesn’t make sense.
Moses lifts his staff into the air and the Israelites begin to win the battle, it doesn’t look like what they thought it was going to- they witnessed the Red Sea swallowing the last enemy they faced but this time it’s different. This time they have a more proactive role, this time they are fighting.
There are some places He leads us where we have to pick up our own swords and do battle with some things that have come to the surface in our lives- maybe its an addiction, maybe it’s the way we are thinking, maybe it’s the words we are speaking, maybe it’s a relationship, maybe it’s some areas in our hearts that need to be taken back. Maybe it’s something has torn through your family for generations.
He’s brought you to this place so you can pick up your sword, look it in the eye and say I have carried you out of captivity with me, and I have carried you across this wasteland but I am not taking you one more step. You have no place in the promised land on the other side of this season. I may not be able to see the way, and I may not feel prepared but I read the back of the book and I know the victory is mine.
I think this is what makes verse 14 stand out so much, the Lord tells Moses to write down what happened so that it would be remembered. But then He tells Moses to make sure Joshua hears about it, Joshua was there he had a first-hand experience of what transpired and yet God wants Moses to make sure that he hears. Joshua had witnessed the battle in the front row seat, so why is it necessary to make sure he knows, isn’t that a bit obvious?
“Hey Joshua, you won!”
“Yeah I know, thanks…”
Could it be that he was too close, that he was so busy fighting that he couldn’t understand why… he was reacting to the situation, and so could it be that he couldn’t see what God was doing. Might it be that we get so caught up in fighting the battles we are facing that we miss what God’s done? Even though we don’t understand, even when we can’t see Him, He has never left our side, in the thick of the battle He’s still providing, still meeting every need, the answer just doesn’t always look like we thought it would.
So the Lord tells Moses to make sure that Joshua knows, tell him I was at work, and not only did I give you the victory over this battle but I am blotting out the name of who you just fought. I didn’t just promise you the battle, I am giving you the war. I didn’t just make you the over comer, I made you the victor. That thing you’ve been wrestling with I already crushed it and I didn’t it in a way you never expected
Before you go check out other posts in our “Dry Season” series.
- Lessons Of The Dry Season – part 1
- Don’t Trust Your Eyes Trust His Promises 8
- Choosing Your Team 9
- Unlikely Vessel In The Hands of God 10
- Keep Walking and Let God Work Out The Ending 11