Last week I was downloading some photos from the camera and found some that Brianna took when we went to visit Benji at the vet. I sat there and just cried. My mind just can’t wrap around the fact that he is gone. Dogs are such amazing creatures. Maybe that goes for all animals…
For those of you that don’t have pets or have never lost one picture a giant wave, but where you are standing it can’t touch you. You can’t get hurt but instead of standing there safe you take hold of your pet’s paw and you step into that wave because you made a promise that no matter what you would be there for them because they were there for you. And everything in you screams that the wave is going to crush you. But slowly you creep forward with him, one step -one breath at a time. Until at some point, he no longer is beside you and you finally step out of the wave and a huge empty spot is left in your heart and life. Over the next weeks, anything and everything reminds you of him and more tears fall that you thought you had cried out.
Psalm 34:18 The is close to the and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Time is a slow healer, but eventually, as you take one stepping stone at a time the tears come less and less. So here is to our beloved pets that were and are there for us through it all, who when gone leave such a huge hole in our hearts. Who greet us at the door at night when we get home, or in the morning when our feet touch the floor. Who love us with all our faults and all our problems. Remind you of someone else? Maybe that’s why He put them in our lives, to help us grow and to show us a little more of Him.